i was feeling pessimistic and optimistic at the same time
the world is a twisted place. I almost never understood it, nor do I think I can.
being a part of this vast universe, more like being a small reflection of it, we carry our own world within and around us. and that world, the one within us and the one around us- none of them can always be peachy perfect. there are times, although rare, when you think everything is perfect, as it should be but then the curtains roll and you find yourself again, in a position that seems to haunt you to the very core.
it is scary how times change. nothing ever lasts you know. not your suffering, not your smiles, not your success, not your failures. the world goes on and we are bound to surrender to its pace.
but while you have the time - tell your friends and family that you love them, smile at the stranger across the street, pet street animals, give your loved ones flowers, tell them they look cute, dance your heart out to 90s beats, sing like no one's listening, dress up like you're putting on a fashion show, cook for someone you love, tell them you need a champi (everyone needs champi come on), go on fun dates, bake, read, write, give bear hugs and fat kisses, buy yourself skincare, call your grandparents, flip the pages of your childhood photo album again, be grateful for the little things you're blessed with.
life's too short and fragile to hold yourself back from doing what feels good. nothing is "extra". go one more mile than usual.
we all are going to die anyway. love more while you are here ~